Ora's Story - Unbridled Desire

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Chapter 10:

“I should be used to this by now.” Benji thought to himself while repeatedly slamming the back of his head into the headrest of the driver’s seat of his SUV.

“Ever since the day I’ve met her, she’s let me repeatedly hang myself for her amusement and this is no exception. I’ve always been the goofy little wind-up toy she has liked to play with and this just further proves it.”

The idea of Benji being a wind-up toy being sold in an infomercial instantly popped into his head at that moment.

”…and for just 5 easy payments of $19.95 (plus shipping and handling) you can have your very own Benji Wind-Up Doll! Robo-Wind Benji Doll: Wind ‘em up and watch him make a complete idiot outta himself for your viewing pleasure.”

Benji sighed. Not only was he deeply hurt, but he had a massive erection that just wouldn’t quit.

“Why was I kidding myself to think that a girl like Donyelle would ever ditch her boyfriend for a guy like me? It’s pretty darn obvious that she knows how I feel about her and is taking advantage of that for her own sick pleasure. There were some moments today that I could’ve sworn that she loves me just as much as I love her, but I guess it was just wishful thinking.”

Benji realized that once again he was talking to himself out loud.

“Great. Now I’m heartbroken, horny and going insane. What next? I get burned to death by the hot oil they use in making Krispy Kreme donuts?”

Benji began to feel his eyes well up once again. He couldn’t help it. He was beginning to feel as crummy as he did back in his lonely apartment just minutes before Donyelle called him and he set off on this whirlwind adventure. Slowly, a solitary tear slid down his cheek and he once again realized how painful true love can feel at times. This moment being one of them. Benji knew that this was no time to be bawling, so before any more tears managed to break out of the prison of his eyes, he rubbed them repeatedly until they were so sore and dry that he knew he wouldn’t be able to cry for a while. Benji realized that it had been about 3 minutes since Donyelle left the car and if he didn’t hurry up she would begin to worry. He decided that he would try to solve his big problem and get out of the car.

“Ok… I need to think of things that’ll absolutely turn me off. Oh! Dmitry naked. Dmitry naked. Dmitry naked. Dmitry naked.”

Benji looked down and noticed that he seemed to be getting harder rather than softer.

“…Well then. Now I’m heartbroken, horny, going insane, and am apparently attracted to guys. Jeez… I might as well have taken advantage of Travis when I had the chance since apparently I’m gay now.”

He was tempted to pray to God and ask that if it gets any worse than his current situation that God strike him down, but he figured with his recent luck that it would only get worse and God would decide to comply to this prayer over the ones of him finally having his wifey and family that he’s always wanted… preferably a family involving Donyelle as the wifey.

“Please God, forgive me in advance for this next thought. Heidi naked. Heidi naked. Heidi naked.”

Once again, Benji looked down at his pants hoping to see that his problem resolving itself but alas, it seemed as if it was getting even harder than before.

“…I guess it’s a good thing I didn’t make that request to God then. Maybe I should use some of my prize money and buy a house down in the Bayou…”

Benji snapped out of his current train of thought, disgusted with himself for even imagining such things. He figured that he was just stressed and wasn’t harboring feelings for his male friend and cousin… or at least he hoped it was stress.

“Ok… I need something that’ll REALLY disgust me. Natalie wanting me to give her a butt massage. Natalie wanting me to give her a butt massage. Natalie wanting me to give her a butt massage. Natalie wanting me to give her a butt massage.”

“Yep. That did it.”

Benji let out a sigh of relief as he began to return to his normal state.

“Now that that’s back to normal… what the heck am I going to do about Donyelle?”

Benji still felt immensely hurt, angry and heartbroken, but he figured he would try to hide it from Donyelle in order to keep things from being even more awkward than they were already determined to be. Benji slowly stepped out of the SUV and locked the door behind him. He noticed Donyelle was still in the same place she had been when he first saw her through his window and as she approached her he could feel his shoes begin to fill with cement. The little voices in his head were back.

Walk back to your car man! Leave this skank sitting outside of the Krispy Kreme Donuts place. Do it! Do it! She’s left you hanging numerous times! You should return the favor.

Benji decided it would be better to ignore the incessant voices in his head because he was sure Donyelle would find it odd if he turned around, got in his SUV and drove off without her. Once he finally reached him, he noticed that Donyelle reached out to him for a hug, but instinctively Benji shrugged away from her, found the door to KKD as fast as he could and walked inside. Something didn’t seem right about letting her touch him yet right after what had just happened in his SUV. Once inside, Benji got in line and looked out the window to see Donyelle looking bewildered in the same spot he had left her in.

“Great. This is going to be awkward.” Benji thought to himself as he neared closer and closer to the counter.

By the time Donyelle finally came in, Benji had already ordered, paid for and received the donuts and was going to sit down in a booth. Benji looked up at Donyelle and suddenly he felt a sharp, shooting pain in his heart. Benji could tell from the look on Donyelle’s face that she was as hurt and upset as he was and he felt awful because he knew that he was the cause of her pain.

Donyelle sat down in the booth right next to him and began to speak quietly, almost as if she was ashamed of herself.

“Look Benji… I know that my little teasing stunt was cruel and unusual and pretty uncalled for and I’m really truly sorry that I hurt you in any way.”

Benji felt Donyelle scoot closer to him as her right hand lightly grazed his left one on the seat. Benji opened his mouth to speak but before he could Donyelle cut him off.

“No. Don’t speak. Let me finish. The way you reacted to my sex kitten act was completely understandable and it made me realize that we really need to have a talk about… us. If we don’t have that talk soon, one or both of us are going to get really hurt and honestly, I don’t wanna lose you. You my closest and most trusted friend and I love you infinitely.”

Benji’s heart sank. “She used the “friend” bomb.” He thought to himself as he tried to restrain himself from replying to what she just said.

“However… I don’t really think this is the kind of conversation we should be having… in a Krispy Kreme Donuts place. Speaking of which, are you going to eat any? If you wait too long they are gonna get cold and we could’ve bought cold ones from the grocery store.” Donyelle said as she opened the box urging him to take a scrumptious and warm donut.

Just as Benji was about to use his left hand to grab a donut, Donyelle coyly slid her right hand onto his left one on the seat and began to intertwine her fingers with his. Benji was a little shocked by this, but continued to grab a donut with his right hand. Benji realized that he didn’t have any napkins to wipe the glaze off of his right hand with. Just as he was about to get up to get some, Donyelle shook her head and pulled up a stack of napkins that she had on her lap and held them up teasingly with her left hand. Donyelle stuck her tongue out playfully at Benji and offered him a napkin, slowly moving her left hand towards him. Benji realized that he didn’t have any empty hands to receive the napkin with and continued to hold his donut in his mouth and grab for a napkin. As he reached for a napkin, Benji stopped dead in his tracks and looked at Donyelle. Benji noticed that she was looking at him excitedly but in a loving way as she began to stroke his left hand with her thumb.

Donyelle smiled as her and Benji stared deeply into each others eyes, unable to make themselves look away or blink. Their gaze was powerful and intense and they were both unable to look away.

“Hey Benji… you know what this reminds me of?”

“Aaa?” Benji replied, realizing that with a donut between your teeth you only speak in vowels.

Donyelle knew he was trying to say “what” but continued on.

“This kind of reminds me of a scene from Lady and the Tramp. You know… the one with the 2 puppies and the piece of spaghetti.” Donyelle said smiling deviously as she began to lean in closer to the donut.

Benji knew that scene all too well and remembered back to his childhood days when he would wish he would have someone to kiss like that.

As Donyelle got closer and closer to the donut, Benji noticed Sebastian and other such animated sea creatures from The Little Mermaid appeared on Donyelle’s shoulders.

“Note to self: NEVER watch another Disney movie with Lacey EVER again” Benji thought to himself as continued to get even closer to the donut.

Suddenly, Benji noticed that the sea creatures on Donyelle’s shoulders began singing the song Kiss the Girl from the movie.

“Ok… I’ve definitely lost my mind.”

Either Donyelle was moving unbelievably slowly or he was slowing this moment down in his mind because Sebastian and his accompaniment managed to get through a good portion of the song before Donyelle even bit down on the donut. Benji was amazed at how perfectly this song represented his current situation.

There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don’t got a lot to say
But there’s something about her
And you don’t know why
But you’re dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It’s possible she wants you, too
There is one way to ask her
It don’t take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl

Sing with me now
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Ain’t it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl

Now’s your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don’t say a word
And she won’t say a word
Until you kiss the girl


Finally, Donyelle clamped her perfectly white teeth down on the other end of the donut. Benji was relieved and figured that Donyelle was way too close to him for him to continue seeing hallucinations on her shoulders, but unfortunately he was mistaken. As soon as Donyelle bit down on the donut, all the animated sea creatures floated up around Donyelle’s head, continued to sing more excitedly and began to dance in unison around their heads. Donyelle began to chew closer and closer to Benji and Benji hoped that his insanity would die down for a good 5 minutes so he could actually convince himself to chew.


Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t stop now
Don’t try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Float along
Listen to the song
The song say kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Music play
Do what the music say
You wanna kiss the girl

You’ve got to kiss the girl
Why don’t you kiss the girl
You gotta kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl

Slowly but surely Donyelle and Benji continued devouring the donut. With each passing bite their lips came closer and closer to their sugary embrace. Benji’s nose lightly grazed Donyelle’s and both Donyelle and Benji felt a shiver go down from their noses all the way down to their toes-es. Soon, there was nothing separating their lips but a light layer of donut glaze that had accumulated on their lips. In this moment, Benji completely forgot that Donyelle technically had a boyfriend and within seconds Donyelle pressed her sugar coated lips onto his own. Donyelle and Benji became lost in their own little world where there were only them, the donut in their cheeks and the fireworks that exploded from their kiss. However, something felt wrong about this to Benji. Then he realized what it was… the boyfriend that Donyelle technically has. As Donyelle began to deepen the kiss Benji used all his will power and....

“No.”

Donyelle didn’t realize that Benji was trying to stop and took “no” to mean “yes” and several forms of “oh baby” and “lets take this to the back of my SUV”.

“No. Donyelle. Stop.” Benji managed to get out in between kisses as he lightly pushed her away from him.

“This isn’t right. You were right before… we need to have a serious talk about us… if there even is an “us”. You have a boyfriend. You kissing me makes me as culpable as you are in this. I refuse to be apart of this form of adultery. I can’t do this right now while you are still attached. It’s against my morals and my faith. Donyelle, you really need to figure out what and who you want in life and when you do please tell me before both of us really do get hurt… one of us already has.” Benji said as he got up out of the booth, walked out of the Krispy Kreme Donuts place, stormed off to his SUV, got in and slammed the door behind him.

Benji sighed as he realized that he was once again alone.

“God, please forgive me for my sins…” Benji silently prayed to himself.

“I hope that was the right thing to do…” Benji said hopefully as he once again started slamming the back of his head onto the headrest of the driver’s seat of his SUV.


~ Moose/Cheesehead/Twin(ny) ~