What I Sent

In case you didn't read the comments on the post, here's they email I just sent to each of them:

A few days ago, I put a post on the blog I run with Taylor (Who you both met in New York) that was my letter to the both of you, and asked others to comment with their own personal messages. Though several were unsure of just how to put their appreciation to words, a few added on their contributions. Below is my original letter and those written by a few of our readers.

~ Moosey ~


Thursday, October 19, 2006

Dear Benji and Donyelle...

It has been an interesting roller coaster, to say the least, and I expect it to remain so. Upon watching this season of So You Think You Can Dance, we were all drawn to you, first by your incredible talent, and soon by your indescribable connection, both on and off stage. Intrigued by what we saw, we continued to watch, our eyes and hearts transfixed to the story playing out before us. What you two displayed has touched millions of hearts.

I have always been an intense lover of dance, feeling drawn to it, yet unable to participate. I was born with a collagen disorder called Osteogenesis Imperfecta, better known as brittle bone disease. I've lived my life separate from others in a way, unable to join these friends who shall never understand what I feel. Because of OI, I am unable to participate in many activities I have so often longed to be a part of, and many of its lesser known symptoms (Though the disorder, as a whole, is known by few) have brought on many piercing comments. Through the hospital visits, the signs of hearing loss, and the discrimination from those I consider to be my friends, I have often found myself rather downtrodden, especially as of late. The opportunity to see the two of you perform weekly, watching you express yourselves in an art I hold so dearly to my heart, and witnessing a connection that has warmed so many of us around the country, managed to pull me from a growing depression, and allowed me to see the possibilities in the world around me. In the place of the physical arts I can not be a part of, writing has always been my medium of self-expression. I had abandoned that, forgone it with so many other dreams. You brought that inspiration back to me, allowing my pen to be my sword, once more.

That which I have just laid bare is my individual story, one clearly fairly unique to my circumstances. You have touched each person in a separate way, yet no one of our stories shines out clearly above the others. Rather, it is that they have joined to form a larger tale. It is one of love not merely viewed from the TV screen, but experienced between fellow fans. Your love brought us together, allowing us to connect through, yes, a deep-rooted obsession with what we call "Benjelle", but also an admiration for the dance you have brought to our living rooms, and a need to believe in love. Ask nearly any who visit this blog I run with Taylor and they will tell you: We have truly become a family. My connection with some is on a level unimaginable, perhaps through the knowledge that they, too, have faced hardships, or simply through that comfort of knowing that there are those who will always be there for me, those who need me, in return. It may sound absurd, implausible, but the truth is that you have started a movement. It may not be Martin Luther King Jr., nor John Lennon, but it is an expression of support, self-confidence, friendship, and, above all else, love.

What we have witnessed between you two may not be the romance we all believed it to be, but for so many to recognize it, your connection can only be real. The precise definition of your feelings for one another is for you, alone, to comprehend, but it simply cannot be denied: Whatever this intangible force is, it is love. You have enthralled us through your open expression of this love, and inspired all of us to do the same.

Though these words are so often hollow, meaningless, I can only say, sincerely and without reproach: Thank you.

~ Moose ~
posted by Moose @ 5:29 PM
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27 Comments:
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Izzy_Chadelin said...
wow.moosey.i cried reading that,it was so good and sad and moving.its weird that its like finally over......
6:15 PM, October 19, 2006
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Etendue said...
Brava..you are a beautiful writer!
6:50 PM, October 19, 2006
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bridg8781 said...
The two of you have taken us on one heck of a ride this summer and fall. You probably know that the two of you have made many hearts in America fall for ya'll (yes i'm a Texan), but i'm not sure if ya'll know all the "benjellers" have come together and become closer than family. The two of you brought together so many people from all over the country. We all became instantaneous friends no matter of race, religion, location or age. We all had one thing in common, ya'll.
We have been there to squee over ya'll too many times probably, but it has been a blast.
Are we crazy, yes we are very crazy, but we think ya'll some crazy kids too.

The two of ya'll have made my life better in ways you will never know. The inspiration ya'll give, but more importantly the connection ya'll had that brought all of us together.

So thank you again for just being Benji and Donyelle, you have impacted the world.
7:23 PM, October 19, 2006
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erika said...
ive been in dance since i was 2. i take rythmic gymnastics now, but our routines are close enough to dance to keep me happy. ive always had weird pains in my feet, but doctors would just say its growing pains, but not bother doing tests. i had orthapedic shoes(i hated them so my mom bought me a purple pair and i decorated them with stickers:)) and that helped for a bit, but then in grade 4 my legs got worse, so i went to another doctor, she said i just had a bad case of flat feet, and patella fermoral syndrome in my knees. she gave me orthotics for my feet(nothing for my knees though) and painkillers to take everyday. that helped until about grade 7 when it got even worse. i got put on a waiting list to see a surgeon but the list was loooong.
then in september of grade 9, my legs just couldnt take it. my left foot colasped, my right one started to, i couldnt walk anymore. i went to a surgeon that did a clinic where i used to do physio, and he diagnosed me with an extra bone in both feet, two bones in my left foot grew into each other, severe patella fermoral syndrome in my knees, and something wrong with my hip but he couldnt figure out what. he made me get tests asap, but didnt do anything until may 2005.then he dropped my case. i was still on the waiting list for that surgeon, and i finally saw her over the summer, she made me wear all these braces on my legs and ankles, nothing worked. im on so many painkillers im sick atleast once a week. i got made fun of at school everyday for being in a wheelchair. this year (Grade 10) i decided that i didnt care anymore, i wouldnt use the wheelchair because it was too much for me to handle. during the summer i went through a bad depression, because my grandparents moved in and my grandpas a bad alcoholic.a few months ago i found out that one my legs is alot shorter then the other, and i have a bad curve in my back. it was too much for me to handle i was seriously thinking of killing myself, and one night i was flipping through the tv channels and i came across so you thnik you can dance. i decided to watch it since dance is basically my passion. i because instantly obsessed with the show. you two, travis, alison and ivan gave me somethig to look forward every week and keep me going. to see how much pasion you guys have for dance, made me so excited to get back into it. i havent gotten surgery (im in need of many) but i decided to go back to dance and just do what i can, it hurts 24/7 but im getting really used to it, and sports tape is a miricale worker haha. but anyways, i watched the show reiligously, i was so sad when it was over, but you guys seriously helped me through so much, you dont even know. you guys made me smile even on the worst days when i couldnt even move from the shoulders down.
so thank you guys so much :)


wow now my fingers hurt ahah
7:41 PM, October 19, 2006
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CandiceB said...
I just wanted to say thanks to you both for being such amazing entertainers. Watching you both dance on Wednesdays and Thursdays over the summer and early fall was a welcome break from the stresses of life. You are both very talented individuals (and you're also talented dancing together!) and deserve every opportunity and success that comes your way.

I also feel obligated to thank you for allowing me(inadvertantly) to meet so many amazing people. Yep, I'm talking about the Benjellers. We love to watch you both dance (together and apart) and we've all become good friends because of that. We definitly owe a big thank you to both of you for that wonderful gift. Thank you!

Best wishes for the future and God Bless.
7:43 PM, October 19, 2006
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Limenation said...
*BIG TIGHT HUG TO YOU GUYS*

I'm just speechless. But I realise it's not about the Benjelle anymore. It's about us. We helped each other. The bond formed is just undescribable.

Moose, you inspired me. Seriously. I'm 5 years older than you. But if you do send this letter to Benjelle, I hope they'll share my sentiment about you.

You deserve a recognition. And even Benjelle is not accountable to that.
8:26 PM, October 19, 2006
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melikey24 said...
Thank you. Your connection and skill was so mahvelous, that it was almost tangible. It was awesome to see to people accomplish what you two did in the relatively short period of time that you did. I found a whole slew of awesomeness contained in all my lovely fellow Benjellers, and that is one of the greatest gifts that you two have offered. Well, besides those fancy moves! Amor y abrazos.
8:28 PM, October 19, 2006
dawn7483 said...
I want to think you two for an awesome summer. I love the connection you two have. You bith have inspired us all to follow our hearts with what we love and not to give up on what we believe in. You two are amazing dancers and partners. I know we have went a little crazy some times, but it is because we all believe in true love. We have seen the connection between both of you. You have started a new bond between new friends. We all love you and keep the wonderful dancing up. Also, please keep us updated on your lives. We all feel like we know you, even though most of us have not even got to meet you.

Love you both.
8:49 PM, October 19, 2006
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Anonymous said...
My letter is on "a letter to benjelle," if it is appropriate, I hope it helps. I didn't write it in the correct tense(2-3am). I'm not even an official blogger, but I got caught in your enthusiasium and love for these two people. Thanks.
8:59 PM, October 19, 2006
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Moose said...
I wasn't going to comment, but I'm transferring Anonymous' message here from the other post, so I might as well express my gratitude in regards to the comments on my post, and thanks for adding your own.

Erica: You made me cry! My heart goes out to you, and i'm certainly hoping for the best in your life.

Here is Anonymous' message:

Anonymous said...
My favorite video of all time is West Side Story. I just love their dancing. I'm not a reality show fan but when I saw Benji & Donyelle dancing the Cha Cha, I was awe struck. I tuned in the next week and was impressed again when they danced DJ and the Model. Benji said that the transition from happy go lucky dancing to sexual tension seemed comfortable with Donyelle. They were so funny together, and entertaining of course. Then Mary Murphy had to add that she thought it was for real. No play acting. And we all heard of Benji's story regarding his ex-girlfriend. I thought, wouldn't it be a twist of faith if Benji's void were filled on this program. The geek turned chic and his ex would see it all on TV. It isn't unheard of. Anyway, I was so happy both Benji & Donyelle made it to the finals. I bought 4 tickets to the tour in Portland and didn't get to see much of anything since I had no binoculars and there was no meet and greet. I watch a lot of the concert on YouTube. My fav. blog is Champagne & Caviar cause they're so funny and clean(no bad mouthing encouraged). As Oprah once said, "People want to believe." PEACE & LUV



~ Moosey ~
9:06 PM, October 19, 2006
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phoenix said...
I never expected this; four months ago as I idly flipped through the channels looking for something to watch I paused just as your routine was being introduced. . .I was hookedm after TMB and I devoured every performance you've done ever since. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Week after week the two of you made me want to get up and dance, you made me love this art form and now I support it in any way I can--even if it means shelling out my last twenty bucks to see a local dance performance. I have nothing but love and respect for the both of you. Don't stop dancing.
9:24 PM, October 19, 2006
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Nava said...
I agree with everyone's comments that the both of you were truly a joy to watch. I started college this year and it was the first time i was going to be seperated from my sister. No we're not twins we are 11 months apart, however she as well was starting college. Anyway she wasn't into SYTYCD like me because she doesn't like dance, but i love it.

Okay so back to the point, when my college started it was 3 weeks before the tour would head to San Francisco (well, actually Oakland) anyway you both gave me something to look foreward to and i luv you both for it.

Luv you both

Nava

I realized that this really doesn't make sense but o well :)
11:52 PM, October 19, 2006
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Anonymous said...
Smiles said Oh my goodness Moosey wow. Your letter and story was very touching.Thank you for sharing this with us. :) Benjelle has brought many people who may have not spoken, to one another and for strangers to become friends with one another. The whole Benjelle thing has crossed all barriers, age, race, sexual orientation etc. It did allow people to have faith & hope in true love especially in a time when many things in the world are so uncertain or are fully of negativity! . Thank you! :)
4:42 AM, October 20, 2006
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gem14 aka 143dj said...
you brought me to tears.. that was beautiful moose.


if you ever write a book i'm buyin it!
6:15 AM, October 20, 2006
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Taylor said...
I remember the first time I watched the show. The first episode I had no idea that you two would make such an impact on so many people's lives, including my own. From the first week when you danced hip-hop my sister and I were saying how lovey dovey you guys were. When I went on vixen's blog, I was a regular poster and a natural fangirl. I posted a comment on one of her blogs, and a girl named "Moose" replied to it. At first I thought...Moose? But I replied back and soon enough we became friends. When we discovered that we were both big fans of you two we started writing a crazy story about you guys. Eventually, we created a fan blog together, writing our story, discussing "Benjelle", laughing and getting to know each other. Never knowing that soon enough our blog would be filled with fellow Benjelle lovers. When we began recieving comments on our posts Moose and I couldnt be happier. Then our blog got even more popular when Vixen metioned us. When Vixen mentioned us, the blog blew up. And became the hot spot among the Benjelleys. When this happened I just though. 'Oh cool, I can finally have something to do over the summer!' But it was much more than something to do over the summer. After a while, we began seeing some of the same people who would return to our blog every week. We would chat it up about you guys, how much we loved you, how much we loved the show, how much you loved each other. But as the Benjelle lovers grew, the Benjelle haters grew. Most of them began targeting the blog, calling it a waste of time, a stupid idea. Although, I recieved some nasty comments about our blog, Moose and I continued. Stronger than ever the Benjellers began growing a bond. After the show ended we no longer had to rush to watch what lovey thing you guys would do next, so we became closer and learned more about each other. Sticking up for Benjelle slowly became sticking up for each other. Benjellers became La Benjelle Familia. Even though you guys may not realize it, you have drastically changed peoples lives. Whether it was inspriring someone to continue dancing. Giving others who were depressed something to look forward to, and people to look up to. Or giving us all a second family. We made friendships that can never be broken, and have memories that will live on forever. When we have children, or grandchildren we will look down at them and say. "I remember one summer, I got obsessed with the show so you think you can dance, I remember two people, they were so much fun to watch. Heroes to everyone, they had the purest hearts and the sweetest spirits, and you could never forget his smile and her laugh. What were their names??...Benji and Donyelle."

-Taylor :P
2:50 PM, October 20, 2006
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Taylor said...
Erika, your letter had me near tears. That was beautiful.

You and Moose are so lucky that I wasnt lstening to Dark Blue while I read those letters, I would be balling!

-Taylor :P
2:53 PM, October 20, 2006
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Izzy_Chadelin said...
taylor i love ur post,it was really sweet.u took the words right out of my mouth*tear*.and in the future i'll always remember them(no grudges from me yall,i'm pretty cool now.lol)and tell my kidz and grandkids and even show them the video of them always on the show.i'll even show them all the pics i saved of them and sytycd(if its still gonna be there by then.lol)
4:33 PM, October 20, 2006
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ray said...
Benji and Donyelle, I cannot thank you enough for what you have given me this summer and into fall. Watching you two grow as dancers, performers, and close friends has been entertaining and inspirational. You two became my favorites right after Too Much Booty, and I was drawn to your indescribable connection before I even knew the term "Benjelle".


Then I happened onto the Fox boards one night after the show and was impressed with how many lives you had touched. I wasn't alone in my respect for you, and many others had inspirational stories as well about how you affected their lives. As I navigated my way through the sea of blogs and message boards, I was continually thrilled at not only the love between you two, but the love your fans have for you and for each other. I quickly became a Benjeller because I thought it was a great way to celebrate the connection and fun that you two have. No matter what the judges said, I found each of your performances moving in one way or another. Your personalities and interactions made me happy when I was recovering from surgery, and getting to know the other Benjellers gave me something to do during that time. I assumed my love for the show and you two would end as the summer did, but I went to the tour and became further addicted. Plus, I have gotten extremely close with fellow fans. While we always talk about whatever "Benjelle" news there is, we have grown as a family beyond that, and we are important parts of each others' lives now. I truly care about each and every one of them, and I don't want to imagine what would have happened if you hadn't caused me to meet them. We are like you two in a way. Although we are radically different, there is something on the inside of us that causes us to feel connected and support each other. For us, it is our appreciation of love. Only you two can say what your special connection is.

Beyond entertaining me and giving me such great friendships, you have both inspired me. Donyelle, I was a fan from the beginning since your audition. There was something about you that I couldn't quite put my finger on, but I was drawn to your dancing and personality. You move so beautifully and you are truly original and fun to watch. Although you have great technique, you remind me that dance is more than technique. Your emotions and performance on stage remind me why I dance. I don't dance so I can pirouette, I dance so I can express myself.
Benji, your dancing ALWAYS puts a smile on my face--you are just so fun! But the way you have inspired me is through your representation of your religion. I disappointedly admit that, since I don't know many Mormons, most of the information I got about them had a negative slant. But you are such a good role model, and I really respect the choices you make. I think people of all backgrounds can look up to you. So basically, you gave me a much better view on your religion. I am relieved not to hold such stereotypes anymore. Thank you.



I was so happy to meet you, Donyelle, at the tour, and Benji, I wish you could have stayed around longer. But that night was one of the best I've ever had. I lost my voice just screaming for TMB! Thank you for coming to Seattle (you're welcome back ANY time!) and for being so humble and appreciative toward your fans.

I wish you two the best as you continue on, and I will be faithfully following your work. Don't forget that a lot of times we only have one chance for what truly matters to us--take this chance. I encourage you to seek opportunities and people that make yourselves as happy as you have made us.

Love,
Ray
Seattle, WA
8:38 PM, October 20, 2006
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bajandancer said...
I don't think i can put into words the extent to which you two have touched me, but as i have no other means of expressing myself in this situation i'll do my best.
I first began watching sytycd bcause I love to dance, so naturally it appealed to me. I had never heard about it before, nor had i seen the first season, but when i saw it advertise i knew i had to watch it.
However, what i experienced through watching the show, and you two more specifically, i never expected. I was instantly captivated when i saw you dance together, watching the two of you dance every week and witnessing the love/friendship/connection you shared became the shining light in my darkest of hours. I found myself rewatching your routines over and over and over and over and over again; learning them by heart and trying to perfect them for hours at a time, usually until around 4 in the morning. Then this routine of mine would start again the following day.
You two became my heroes, my idols and my inspiration.
It was this fascination and enchantment with you two that drew me to various forums, boards, blogs and sites (something which i have never been a part of, or done ever in my life), it is here that i met so many beautiful people who will forever hold places in my heart. I formed friendships and experiences which i will never forget.
I had always known that dancing was my passion and that it was the one thing in my life i knew i loved, but i never allowed myself to embrace this passion. I have always doubted myself, i never saw myself as good enough, and i had just about given up on myself as a dancer. However, watching the two of you dance, was like a revelation for me, a phenomenon. You helped me realize that dancing is what i truly want to do, and thanks to you i am slowly but surely coming out of this phase of self-doubt. My entire outlook on life, my future, and my dancing has changed...i am no longer holding back and setting boundaries for myself. You woke me up to the reality that i CAN do anything i set my mind to...i've always preached it to others, but sadly i never believed in my own words, though thanks to you i do now. The sky is now the limit.

To simply say "Thank You" seems like the biggest understatement i could ever make, but i don't know how else to express my grattitude, and do it justly at that.
Please know that i will be eternally greatful for the many ways in which you have changed my life...to an extent which you will probably never know...but i thank you both so much for it.
Thank You
*oh great now i'm in tears!! gawsh Benjelle y do u guys have to be so freakin awesome!!??*
11:12 PM, October 20, 2006
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Taylor said...
omg Bajan! I love you so much. The way you write is so much different than when you are just talking :) Its like there are two different people. Im like...bajan?? Where are the exclemation marks? Where are the caps? ahah but that was a beautiful letter :) Benjelle really is freakin awesome!

omg Rayyy. Your letter was so sweet. Okay so you guys' letter own mine! haha :)


-Taylor :P
5:06 AM, October 21, 2006
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Savannah said...
Hey hey Moosey, I PMed you my letter at the fanfic site. IM me if it didn't go through, 'kay?
2:54 PM, October 21, 2006
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erika said...
to talyor and moose, thank you bothhh:) i just recently found out that i'll be getting surgery on my foot soon! i have to go to toronto sick kids for a while and ill be away from home but im glad im getting it :)
9:33 PM, October 21, 2006
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Moose said...
Yay! Congrats, Erica! *big huggles*
10:28 PM, October 21, 2006
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Moose said...
Savannah's Message:


Donyelle and Benji,

I’ve never been a dancer. I mean, I like dance and everything, but it’s just never been a priority of mine – Dancing with the Stars held no interest for me. But I watched So You Think You Can Dance. Maybe it was because my little cousins are both extremely talented dancers, and I like watching videos of their shows. Maybe it was because American Idol is my all time favorite show, and I saw this as just the dance version of that. Maybe it was because it was summer, and I needed a show to get into. Whatever the reason, I tuned in last year. There were a few people that I liked, and that I thought were entertaining, but I didn’t have favorites; I didn’t have anyone I particularly wanted to win. SYTYCD was just an okay show, a way to pass the lazy days of summer.

When SYTYCD came back around this summer, I didn’t think anything of it, and actually changed the channel on the early audition episodes – an action I now really regret, especially when I think back on how the two of you completely redefined my view of the show. Yes, I have other performances that I downloaded and watch over and over – Ivan/Allison’s Sexy Love and Travis/Heidi’s Calling You – but I loved every single performance from you guys. Both of you, Donyelle and Benji, jumped out at me as consummate entertainers from the beginning, and when you were paired together, I knew that your partnership would be nothing less than spectacular.

The way you two dance is amazingly incredible, but what drew me in week after week was your obvious passion for dance, and also how much you two obviously care about each other. (I stand by my claim that your VFW clip was the best pre-performance package of the show’s run) Besides being dance partners, everyone just knew that you were friends, and I’m not shy or ashamed to admit there were many times that we could’ve sworn you were more than friends.

From Too Much Booty to Cuchi-Cuchi - hey, that rhymes...kind of , from the Vietnamese Fighting Waltz to You Can’t Stop the Beat, the two dances you performed the week you were reunited, and finally the breathtaking finale dance (you were AWESOME, no matter what the judges said), the two of you never failed. Week after week, Donyelle and Benji, you made us smile, you made us laugh, and, forgive me if I borrow a line from Cicely - which she said after Travis and Heidi’s contemporary - “you made me fall in love.” Every single time.

I believe Dan Karaty said it best when, after your incredible Vietnamese Fighting Waltz, he said, “You know, for me, the most important thing about dancing is entertaining; it’s about entertaining people. And, with you guys, it doesn’t matter if you’re dancing, or if you’re speaking to the camera, or if you’re just acting stupid, whatever it is you guys are doing, you are the most entertaining couple I’ve really ever seen.”

All my love, hugs, and kisses.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything that you two have done for me this summer.


Love,
Savannah

PS: I’ve got my IPOD on shuffle as I’m writing this, and guess what came on?

“So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?”
12:08 AM, October 22, 2006
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Taylor said...
Aww Erika! Im so happy for you! *huggles x100000000000000*

-Taylor :P
6:03 AM, October 22, 2006
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erika said...
thank youuuu:):) and in my post thing, its supposed to be may 2006, i messed up haha
8:01 AM, October 22, 2006


~ Moosey : D ~

YAY!

Finally, my Windows Movie Maker has decided to cut me some slack and work!! WOOT! SO here it is, my Ivan montage in honor of Ivan's 19th birthday!



WOOT!!!

-Taylor :P

More Song Contributions By Kat

Kat said...
more songs!
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"Don't Make Me Love You"
Christina Aguliera

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady
Don't make me love you till I'm ready

Ooh, oh yeah

Why you wanna rush into my life
Don't you wanna stop and get to know me better
We got all the time in the world tonight
And if we're meant to be we'll be together, oh oh
Stay around just slow it down
Till we find out if we got what it takes

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady
Don't make me love you till I'm ready

Everything I know about you so far
Makes me believe that you're the one for me
But there's still a lot that's on my mind
And I need time before we go further
Don't you see
So hold me, fold me, but don't be
Thinking I don't want you too

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady
Don't make me love you till I'm ready

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady
(Till I'm ready baby)
Don't make me love you till I'm ready

It's better with a little bit of mystery
Let's wait till we have a bit of history
Behind ourselves, ooh ohh yeah
We don't got to be in such a rush
We can live for the moment if we trust
We'll be right here tomorrow, oh yeah yeah

Don't make me love you, ooh, ohh ooh
Don't make me give you, ooh ohh
I need you to go, ooh yeah
Don't make me love you, oh, oh, oh yeah yeah

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
(Till I'm ready, ooh ohh)
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady
(Slow and steady)
Don't make me love you till I'm ready

Don't make me love you, don't make, ooh ohh
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
I need you to go slow and steady, baby
Don't make me love you till I'm ready
(Ready, yeah yeah)

Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Don't make me give you more than my kisses
(More than my, love ohh oh)
I need you to go slow and steady
Don't make me love you till I'm ready
Yeah yeah
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"Wreck Of The Day"
Anna Nalick

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces

And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
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"Paper Bag"
Anna Nalick

She don't run from the sun no more
She boxed her shadow and she won
Said I can see you laugh
Through these bottle caps
And this wire around my neck ain't
There for fun

But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I cant see you
Then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where theres no more rain
And I can be me

Yeah they talk about her
She smiles like shes so tough
She says
"hey can you talk a little louder,
I don't think my heart is broken enough"

But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful

Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you
Then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where theres no more rain
And I can be me

Some days I wade in the indigo
Singing that song on the radio
I blame these puddles on the rain
You know I gotta keep these cheeks dry today
Gotta keep my cheating strategy
And baby I'm gonna have it made.

But someday we'll all be old
And I'll be so damn beautiful

Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag
Cause if I can't see you
Then you can't see me
And it'll be okay
Fly little bee away
To where there's no more rain
And I can be me
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"Leave (Get Out)"
JoJo

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

[Chorus]

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

[Chorus x2]

Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh
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"Too Little, Too Late"
JoJo

[Verse 1:]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

[Chorus (fading):]
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
-------------------------------

"Because Of You"
Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
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"Hear Me"
Kelly Clarkson

Hear me
Hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
--------------------------------

"Beautiful Disaster (Live)"
Kelly Clarkson

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful
---------------------------------

"Single"

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
-----------------------------------

"Fake"
Leah Anderone

You always appease me
With beautiful lies
You must be godlike
Cuz nothing's never not right
You're my protector
A pillar of strength
You'd never deceive me
Unless you could hide the stain
You're practiced and polished
It's you you amaze
Do what feels good, splurge
Your smile can take it all away
How very thoughtful
An introduction to pain
You should be proud dear
No one's ever hurt me this way
You're just a big drama queen
You don't know who you want to be
You're so lame
I think you'd do anything
Just to get what you need
Fake, you're a genuine loser
You're a fake, you're counterfeit cool
You're a fake, a professional user
You're a fake
My world would be better without a fake
I try to keep faith
In the emperor's clothes
To me you're just naked
I guess I like the stage show
If I give up pleasure
Will I lose the pain
I think it'd be worth it
Next time I'll find the real thing
You're a big drama queen
You don't know who you want to be
You're so lame
I think you'd do anything
Just to get what you need
----------------------------------
"I Bruise Easily"
Natasha Bedingfield

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

[Chorus]

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

So be gentle...

[Chorus]

I bruise easily
I bruise easily
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"Reasons Why"
Saving Jane

In the company of strangers I am less than fine
I am turning into wallpaper before your eyes
Somehow I always end up on the wrong side of this fight
One day I will get it right

And I am not so hollow
I have nothing left for you to borrow
Maybe it's not too late
For me to fly
Maybe you underestimated me
And now it's time
Cause I am tired of this fire
And I don't need your reasons why

No more choking on regrets to keep you satisfied
I am coming up for air out of this heavy night
Oh, the scenery is different when you're not so small
I think I can take this fall
I am not so hollow
I have nothing left to borrow

[Chorus]

Light up the sky for me, oh I've been down too long
And when you turn your eyes to see me, I'll be gone

[Chorus]
---------------------------------

"Who's Cryin' Now"
Saving Jane

It's too late to say you're sorry
You've been gone from here too long
I hope you found what you were missing
Cause I don't miss you here at all

And it's too bad that I'm not crying for you baby,

I'm saving my breath
I'm saving my tears
I'm saving my life for something
Better than these years
I've lost too much time
Crying over you
Don't look so surprised that I've
Got better things to do
Who's crying now?

There's so many nights I wasted
I was waiting for your call
Did you think I'd wait forever?
I guess you don't know me at all

And I told you if you left you would regret it
Thinking I would take you back, but you don't get it

There's something you should know
I finally let you go
It had to end somehow
Tell me who's crying now
---------------------------------

"You Say"
Saving Jane

I've been calling and calling for you
But you answer and I shut my mouth
I've been searching and for you, but myself I don't want to be found.

You say I am
You say let go
You say believe
But it's not that easy for me
You say wait
You say right now
Don't you see your already one foot at the ground
You say

I've been wicked and wild and wrong and I've wondered the price od my shame.
I've been hiding my face for so long it's a wonder that you know my name.

You say come home
You say I'm here
You say there's some things you just can't control.
You say let me
You say believe
Why do you search for the answers you already know?
You say

I am the way
and the light and the truth
Don't be mislead by the flight of your youth.
Have faith in the things you can't see to believe.
what if you had faith in me?

You say rest here
This is your home.
Don't you see that you knew I was here all along?
You see
---------------------------------

"Nobody Wins"
The Veronicas

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you would rather fight, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)

Searching for the truth in your eyes
Found myself so lost don't recognize
The person now that you, you claim to be
Don't know when to stop, or where to start
You're just so caught up in who you are
Now you're far too high for me to see
I'd never thought that we'd come to this

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)

You never say you're sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't - it's too late to take it there

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins

(Now it's gone too far, look at where we are)

Nobody wins
----------------------------------

"Leave Me Alone"
The Veronicas

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone
-----------------------------------

"Heavily Broken"
The Veronicas

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken


I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken [x3]
--------------------------------

"Stand Still, Look Pretty"
The Wreckers

I want to paint my face
And pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even want to look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

[Chorus]
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking
In the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

[Chorus 2x]
---------------------------------

"Hard To Love You"
The Wreckers

Why do they make it hard to love you?
Why can't they even start to try?
'Cause now I feel a bridge is burning
And all the smoke is in my eyes

I realize I never let them know me
I always wanted to be right
Took a mistake to really show me
Exactly what they were like

I've been wrong but I've been changing
I've been wondering what to do
Here I am alone and waiting
For you

Why do I try and make them happy?
Why am I always playing nice?
It isn't easy trying to tell you
Exactly what's on my mind
---------------------------------

"One More Girl"
The Wreckers

I took off my iron smile babe
Cause I felt it weighed me down tomorrow when the world wakes up I'll be in another town
You don't know what you want at this moment could be me
You move your hand across from me turn me into some novelty

I guess I'm one more girl on the stage
Just one more ass that got stuffed in some jeans
It's one more day that you don't find true love because you don't know what it means yeah.

Did you ever take the time to think about who I might be?
Where I've been what I'm thinking who I love what I've seen yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

One more crowd on the road there you might pass on your way home
Someone's sister, someones wife or just some bitch who's probably got no life.

Some old girl on the stage just one more ass that got stuffed in some jeans.
And it's one more day that you don't find true love because you don't know what it means yeah.
----------------------------------

"Crazy People"
The Wreckers

Only crazy people
Fall in love with me
They come from all over
To be with me
Bankk robbers and killers
Drunks and drug dealers
Only crazy people
Fall in love with me

He cam from Carolina
On a west-bound freight train
He didn't have no ticket
But he got here the same
He left me a reminder
With nine months to go
That's why I killed his wife
And wrecked up his home

He fled Mississippi
With me at his side
A trunk full of money
And no place to hide
Well he loved his whiskey
And his fist loved my face
So I buried that man
And they wont find a trace
-----------------------------------

"Rain"
The Wreckers

You never give up
I can't believe anything you say
And it must be my luck
'Cause no one else gets treated this way

And I wanna know
What goes on in that head of yours
Yeah, I wanna know
'Cause I don't think I can take much more

Rain
You must be sick or something
I can't take another day
Rain
Is falling down
But will the sun come out again?

I never speak up
I just try and stay out of the way
But I have messed up
'Cause that's all I hear you say

And I wanna know
What on earth makes you act like this
Yeah, I wanna know
'Cause I don't think I can take this shit

Sun come out
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11:54 AM, October 21, 2006



ONCE AGAIN: I AM SENDING THE LETTER TO BENJI AND DONYELLE TONIGHT, SO ADD YOUR CONTRIBUTION TO THAT POST AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

~ Moosey ~

The shortest post ever...

I updated my story. :)

-Taylor :P

Benjelley Lyrics

Posted by Kat the lyrics def relate to the Benjelle situation!

hello, awsomely cool comemnts for benji's blog!! oh and i found somegs that kinda represent the 'situation', since i like love the singer Sia now so here:

'Don't Bring Me Down'
Faint light of dawn
I'm listening to you breathing in and breathing out
Needing nothing
You're honey dipped
You are beautiful, floating clouds, soft world
I can't feel my lips

I'm going down, I don't want to change
I'm going down, going down the drain

Don't bring me down, I beg you
Don't bring me down, I won't let you
Don't bring me down

Then all of that's annulled and I'm ayone's everyone's
We are one
Your face becomes the sun
And I'm addicted to the joy that the little things
Those little things
The little things they bring

I'm going down, I don't want to change
I'm going down, going down the drain

Don't bring me down, I beg you
Don't bring me down, I won't let you
Don't bring me down

So now for restless mind, I could go either way

I'm going down, I don't wanna change
I'm going down, going down the drain

Don't bring me down, I beg of you
Don't bring me down, I won't let you
Don't bring me down, I beg you
Don't bring me down, don't let me

'I'm Not Important Too You'
You took me for granted
You took me, you took me for granted
But I landed back on my feet, back on
My feet
Cos you don't deserve me, deserve me
You don't have the time that I need
That I want, I deserve
But I got back my nerve
Did what was right for me
I'm using my head not my heart
And I'm starting new
I'm going to get over you, over you

I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you

You happy is all I wanted to see, is all
I wanted to see, to see
And so now that's what
I'm going to be, what I'm going to be
I'll waste some time on me
I gave you my all and you took it
I saw and you gave nothing back
Your mind on another track,
Another track, another track yeah
There are plenty of people out there
Who would care about me
You'll see
You'll see

I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you
I'm not important to you




AWWWW! :( :(



Well, since our ship is kinda sinking here...Candy Cheeks (cc, Pineapple Princess) decided to give our ship a new name. *B.F.F* Benjelle friendship forever! WEE! :) Its like a combination of shipping and our great friendship? Its teh hotness isnt it? :) YEP it be the hotness ;D I like it haha

-Taylor :P

Wooo. Comments :)

Okay so here is me completely jacking Moosey's idea of the comments she liked! haha! Love ya Moose :)



So on Benji's blog, Sherry, whom I love with all Benjelley heart, posted this:


Benji~~~~~~I've been trying to think of away to put into words exactly how this blog has made me feel but someone eles did it for me:

"Like most of you, I was not upset by the end result (benjelle: romance or not)...it was the delivery that left a bad taste in my mouth. It lacked the kind of grace, tact and respect that we all deserved. We were/are not fools for believing in something good and wanting it for someone else."

Thats is exactly why I ,and many others, are feeling a little stung.

I know many "benjeller" have crossed the line and been sending stupid emails to you and other dancers, but I feel like a whole group of people just got spanked and set the other rooms with out dinner for doing NOTHING but support you. Makes me kind of sad.

I do wish you heath, safe travel and happiness, and you are still my faviorte dancers, but ...........*sigh* ...............?.............

Sherry


The Tiffany posted this. I really liked her comment, it really sums everyhing up for me!
I agree Sherry. Some fans are really young, some might have gone too far, but all of them did not deserve this- the three of you guys (T, Donny, and you) pointing your fingers at Benjellers and laughing your heads off in our faces. I'm not sure if you're just clearing the slate for your new girl in order to help her feel more secure, or lashing out because of something that happened behind the scenes but the message is clear; it was clear before this blog when your relationship status as well as Cami's changed, and it's clear now. While the "Benjelle Fiasco" part of your blog comes off somewhat cold and insensitive, that video idea seems very mean- a very bad idea to say the least, but what do I know? I'm just a former Benjelle shipper.

I do however, sincerely wish you and Cami the best together, she seems to be a very lovely girl and certainly seems to come with less drama. Good for you! I also sincerely hope that you continue to succeed, for you seem to be a good person.

No worries- no love lost Benji! Just a sunken ship; you guys succeeded at last.


And then there was this one written by Seosy, it is just downright funny! And soo true! Seosy is an amazing writer...period :)

*Captain of the SS B franticly handing buckets out to all crew and passangers as water laps at her shoes*

"BAIL BAIL BAIL"

*suddenly stopping she watches as people jumping over the rails in lifejackets...*sighs*

"Thanks bunches Benji!!! I hope you have boat insurance, cuz I'm not payin' for this *points at sinking ship looking innocently at Benji*

You know Love ya Benji, but my shoes just got ruined in the salt water...its going to take me some time to get over this.

*looking around Seo winks at Benji and hands him a bucket: "just in case you change you mind"* ;)



HOLD ON TO THAT BUCKET BENJI!!! :) :) Hahha


-Taylor :P

Comments I Love

Thanks to Anonymous for your insight (Which is what I've been thinking, so it's good to know I'm not alone), and Blu for making me fall off my chair : D

Anonymous said...
Hi, it's me again "Nony" the SVU-Xfiles fan. I just wanted to give "A Little Perspective" today while I still have the chance. I'm going out of town this weekend and by the time I get back late Sunday evening the ship could've sunk, risen, sunk, and risen again;-).

Well, well, well, Benji has time to post all these pictures but not the Benjelle-gate video....interesting.

I think in the great stare down between C and the Benjellers it's tied 1-1 (she's still an acquaitance of B's I won't give her the true "g-friend" title yet). But no video (yet).

Why? I think deep down in places B doesn't want to admit to quite yet he doesn't want to put the last nail in the coffin of Benjelle.

I'm just speculating on this but I think B's saying these things because other people (and by people I mean anyone: fans, Benjellers, people he knows in his real life, etc) want him to say things he's really not ready to admit yet.

And the way he's choosen to do this is to ret-con things and say that there was never anything between he and D. What does ret con mean? Retro-active contiunity is where a tv show goes back and changes something thats been established a long time (like on the Bold and the Beautiful when Ridge was Eric's son for 10 years on the show and then they brought in a new guy and said Stephanie slept with both Eric and Massimo and didn't know who Ridge's dad was and made Mass Ridge's dad thereby totally changing history - that's ret-conning).

And all I can say to that is "Yeah, right and Oh please." Nobody's going to believe that! Sorry, B!


When he says he doesn't know what's going on between he and D that I believe cause he's sitting in the lead car of the SYTYCD roller coaster. His feelings are probably all over the place. We know he likes C, but he LOVES D.

Everytime he's said something either in an interview or on his blog he's always left the door open for Benjelle. "He has a crush on somebody. He likes both chocolate and vanilla. We love each other very much and in what way is no of your business. Who knows what the future holds?"

Does that sound like somebody who's totally committed to a new girl?

I just don't want B to say anything he isn't ready to admit yet. Because we all know that he's the biggest Benjeller of us all.

So to show your support I think everyone should continue to do what he asked by posting more pictures of his "pretty, pretty, pretty lady" on both B and D's My Spaces. Forrest is still waiting for his Jenny.

And as for Donyelle (who you might envy for getting to dance around with B totally oblivious to the drama around her) well she may love B as a friend. But I think if the day ever came where she says to him "I love you more than just as a friend but in a take me on this stage right now in front of God and this audience you big bad stud kind of love...." well let's just say that I think B would drop C like she was on fire. On fire.

But I'm just saying. Keep writing those fan fics. Keep blogging. Don't abandon ship. Who knows what the future holds?

3:37 PM, October 20, 2006



bluelmolover said...
I think he/they chickened out, actually. Probably because any movie they make will be of them touching all over each other while murmuring softly "we're just friends...just friends...". Prooooobably not too good at looking like they're not a couple. lol.

If they do do the video, I will pretty wowed. Benji, this ain't a challenge, ;-}

4:53 PM, October 20, 2006

ALSO, I WILL BE SENDING THE EMAIL TOMORROW NIGHT, SO PLEASE ADD ON TO THE LETTER POST WITH YOUR OWN MESSAGES!!!


~ Moosey ~

holding on can blind people...let go and you might realize the warning

Benji's new myspace!! New pics...sad pics...Im back on the ship....yeah!

Benji says that he's going to make like three more myspaces just for pics. This is a less happy side of the B man. So yeah. Here we go :(



im not a part of a machine...spotlight always finds me when hide


vanity is killing us...one gun for each hand...is equal to make up


give your kid a helping hand...not a hamburger helping...can't you see


yello...plus green...equals blue??


your eyes may see this...im nothing less than human...no false gods


floating is a sensation often mistaken for silence...it's levitation Oh oh!! his is the same thingy from the "room for two" picture!! I got it!!! WOOT! What did I win?? :)


can't see out of the window to one's soul...when its dark outside


holding on can blind people...let go and you might realize the warning :( no Benji. Dont let go :'(


starting my own revolution...what battle has not been fought yet


we stylize ourselves through blood of past generations...sad


standing on the edge...not knowing if im coming or going



Wow, we never had this many Benji pics at one time!! O_O btw, for those who are turtley slow like me, the text under the pic in bold were his captions and the normal text after the bold text were my comments :) :) :)

This pics make me sad :( Luckily halloween is coming up!! Trick or treating anyone??? haha! Shut up, I know that I shouldnt be going trick or treating at this age. But...free candy?? how can I resist? :) Okay, back on topic!!

I love how all the Benjellers have changed their display pic to a sinking ship! HA! Its funny :)

Im still waiting on that mock vid of Benjelle. I had a bad feeling about it, but I think thats the only time we will get to see Benjelle talking about all these rumors, soo bring it on!!!

-Taylor :P

Add To The Letter Before This, Please!!!

Okay, guys, the letter is up! Please add on to it so we can send them a message from all in this blog. I understand if you don't want to get quite so personal about it as I did (that was all kinda hard for me to write...), but please express your appreciation. Try to keep all comments on that post to those you wish to be a part of the letter, because I'm just going to copy and paste, and send it all to them. Pllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaase write! I'm sending it, no matter what, but I don't want mine to be the only thing I send... : (

~ Moosey ~

Dear Benji and Donyelle...

It has been an interesting roller coaster, to say the least, and I expect it to remain so. Upon watching this season of So You Think You Can Dance, we were all drawn to you, first by your incredible talent, and soon by your indescribable connection, both on and off stage. Intrigued by what we saw, we continued to watch, our eyes and hearts transfixed to the story playing out before us. What you two displayed has touched millions of hearts.

I have always been an intense lover of dance, feeling drawn to it, yet unable to participate. I was born with a collagen disorder called Osteogenesis Imperfecta, better known as brittle bone disease. I've lived my life separate from others in a way, unable to join these friends who shall never understand what I feel. Because of OI, I am unable to participate in many activities I have so often longed to be a part of, and many of its lesser known symptoms (Though the disorder, as a whole, is known by few) have brought on many piercing comments. Through the hospital visits, the signs of hearing loss, and the discrimination from those I consider to be my friends, I have often found myself rather downtrodden, especially as of late. The opportunity to see the two of you perform weekly, watching you express yourselves in an art I hold so dearly to my heart, and witnessing a connection that has warmed so many of us around the country, managed to pull me from a growing depression, and allowed me to see the possibilities in the world around me. In the place of the physical arts I can not be a part of, writing has always been my medium of self-expression. I had abandoned that, forgone it with so many other dreams. You brought that inspiration back to me, allowing my pen to be my sword, once more.

That which I have just laid bare is my individual story, one clearly fairly unique to my circumstances. You have touched each person in a separate way, yet no one of our stories shines out clearly above the others. Rather, it is that they have joined to form a larger tale. It is one of love not merely viewed from the TV screen, but experienced between fellow fans. Your love brought us together, allowing us to connect through, yes, a deep-rooted obsession with what we call "Benjelle", but also an admiration for the dance you have brought to our living rooms, and a need to believe in love. Ask nearly any who visit this blog I run with Taylor and they will tell you: We have truly become a family. My connection with some is on a level unimaginable, perhaps through the knowledge that they, too, have faced hardships, or simply through that comfort of knowing that there are those who will always be there for me, those who need me, in return. It may sound absurd, implausible, but the truth is that you have started a movement. It may not be Martin Luther King Jr., nor John Lennon, but it is an expression of support, self-confidence, friendship, and, above all else, love.

What we have witnessed between you two may not be the romance we all believed it to be, but for so many to recognize it, your connection can only be real. The precise definition of your feelings for one another is for you, alone, to comprehend, but it simply cannot be denied: Whatever this intangible force is, it is love. You have enthralled us through your open expression of this love, and inspired all of us to do the same.

Though these words are so often hollow, meaningless, I can only say, sincerely and without reproach: Thank you.

~ Moose ~

I Love Steamboat Willie : D

Okay, so I, of course, Still love all you jumpers, but the MySpace default pics of sinking ships are depressing me, so here's my new pic:



My ship's still sailing, and I'm dancing a little dance, whistling a little tune, as it does. As depressing as this sounds: Nothing's final until they die : D.

lol

If you have yet to read my post about writing a letter to Benjelle, do so, because that will be up tonight for your contributions.

~ Moosey ~

AHH! Im so torn!

*sings* Torn in bewtween the two, cause I really wanna be with you. But youre tellin me I should leave you alone...


Kemi and I were talking and she said...

I always said I would be shippin till Benji told us himself straight up, and he did. So, now I'm done. How are you doing?


Errgg, I dont know what to do. I think I should jump ship. Its the right thing to do. Most logical. But I dont wanna :(

-Tay :P

Hmph! Damn you Benjelle!

Hmm, Im still here. Hmmph, I rather pissed about Benji semi-dissing his Benjellers....and leading us on just to deny all Benjelley love...but Ive come this far....I got here. and Im still here. and I cant stop now.


*gets back on the ship*


Yes, I qouted Donny right there :) :)

So yah, I guess Im on this dumb ship again. But this time Ill have a life!! And Ill get off ship to get a burger once in a while! :D

I guess I just cant leave Benjelle alone. And plus, I cant bail out on my Benjelle Familia like that, its just not right. But Kemi can do it, because shes our den mother so its all cool :) :) hahaha!

I will be less Benjellin though, since B has a girl, D has a guy, and they dont look like they are going to be breaking up anytime soon. But I cant abbandon the blog after like 5 months of hardcore shipping!! TAYOOSE will rise again!!! But Im still p.o.ed about this whole crappy situation. Well, I never like to make decisions when Im mad, because I always make the wrong ones. Sadly thats exactly what I did. So Im getting back on ship. :)


-Taylor :P


P.S- You guys should really read/watch the post entitled "AHA Something to cheer us up"

A Letter To Benjelle

Heeeeeeeey everyone (Well, thouse still here)...

You know how Benji was basically telling us in his blog that we're crazy? (Yes, a bunch of us are rather pissed by this...)

Well, as a reaction to that, I'd like to follow his advice from a while back to "Kill 'em with kindness'.

Instead of moping about his outright denial of a Benjelle romance (Though, believe me, I'm doing plenty of that, as well), why not tell him how much it has meant to us?

I'm not writing it tonight, 'cause I kinda have to go to bed, but I'm planning on writing a letter tomorrow, and making a post for it. It will be a letter to both Benji and Donyelle, and I figured that it could be a little statement from our blog to the two of them. Anyone who wishes to tell them something, could address them in the comments, and then I'd copy the entire thing (The post and all the comments) and send it to them.

Because I'd simply be copying it, I'd ask that the only comments on that post be an address to them, and that you only say the possitive things. Why? Because, as much as I kinda wanna yell at him, I would rather show him just how important they are to us, the fans, and that we're not entirely psychotic.

Oh, and this would be what Benjelle has meant to us, so, whether you've jumped, or not, please feel free to add your contribution.

I dunno if anyone's interested in joining me in this, but I'll write and put up my portion of the letter tomorrow. (I assume the post will be right after this one, because I doubt Taylor will be posting. Even if she does, it should be pretty darn easy to recognize what post is the one to post your contributions on.)

Start thinking about what you'd like to say!

Much love!

~ Moosey ~

Group Fic?

Okay, so people have been posing a question that should really be answered: Are we going to continue with the group fic?

Well, as far as I'm concerned, the answer is yes, but I don't know how group-based it will be. We do have readers, so I will write it all by my lonesome if all the other authors decide they nolonger wish to, but I do not expect that to be the case.

To all authors: Please comment on here as to whether or not you intend to continue your contributions to the fic so I can make the neccessary adjustments to the authors list on the fanfic page. If you have jumped, and do not intend to write anymore, but have already written a chapter (Taylor falls under theis category, I believe. I do not yet know about Jonesy and Silas), your name will remain on the authors list. If you have not written yet, and nolonger wish to, your name will be removed from the list of contributers.

Love to all!

~ Moosey ~

Crrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaazy Old Maurice

Okay, okay, so I know I've posted a ton of these, but I just wanted to confirm, for all of you more rational jumpers who are wondering, that I am, indeed insane. I am quite possibly the most devoted Benjelly on the planet... So there ya go. I don't need Elizabeth to kiss me passionately and handcuff me to the ship... I'm going down with it, nomatter what, even if I end up all gooey and digested in the craken's stomach. : D

On that note (And just out of curiosity, 'cause I'll love ya either way): Who (Besides Sexygurl, Veevee, Tornado, Anonymous, and me) is still onboard? Schnitzel? Ora? Silas? Thallie? Seosy? Savannah? Ray? Venus? Hellooooooooo? Anyone still there : (

To all those departing: Please stop on back to stay a quick hello every now and then. I love you guys!

~ Moosey ~

Sailin' Solo

Okey dokey, Taylor. Thanks for the great times and the veggie burger : D

Well, I know just about everybody has springboarded off the plank to ships of less drama. You're starting to float a little far out there, so forgive me for shouting to make sure you hear:

I LOVE YOU ALL! BIG MWAH!!

WELL, IT'S A LITTLE DAMP AND DREARY RIGHT NOW (OKAY, ALOT), AND SOME OF THESE COBWEBS NEED SOME DUSTING... THE FLOORBOARDS CREAK... THE CROW'S NEST IS ACTUALLY BEING TAKEN OVER BY CROWS... BUT I'VE STILL GOT MY TRUSTY TELESCOPE ON HAND, AND I PLAN TO KEEP THIS BLOG ALIVE. HEY, MAYBE I'LL JUST BE WRITING FOR MYSELF, BUT WHO CARES? I'M STILL HERE, AND OFTEN TALK TO MYSELF, SO I'VE GOTTEN QUITE GOOD AT IT. KEEP FEEDING ME ALL THE INFORMATION YOU GET, AND CHECK BACK WHEN YOU CAN... WHY? WELL, SO YOU CAN HEAR IT FROM OL' MOOSEY WHEN THE BENJELLE LOVE PREVAILS, OF COURSE : D

*BIG HUGGLES*

~ Moosey ~

I never thought this day would come.

I never thought I would say this but.....

Im jumping ship. No longer Benjellin. No longer writing fanfics. Im done with Benjelle. Yes, it was fun while it lasted. Benji thinks that we are messing with his personal life! HA! When was the last time I spent time with my friends without breaking out in Benjelle stories. Im finished with shipping people who are obviously not shipping themselves. The video of Benjelle adressing rumors seems like it will only make this worst so, I might as well jump ship now, head on over to the shore, maybe grab a burger, one veggie burger for Moosey, and a couple of movies to watch after I study for my math exam. Yeah, thats what Ill do! Ill jump ship and live life in an un-Benjelley manner.

Of course, if I find Benji or Donyelle news Ill post it on the blog, but for now....Taylor :P is jumping ship. I think we should all hold hands and crash into the ocean. This was definetely fun while it lasted.


*jumps ship*


Goodbye Benjelle. :(


-Taylor :P

Yo Ho Ho!!!

Heeeeeeey! Okay, so, maybe I'm the only person who hasn't walked the plank, but it's all hunky dorey : D. I'll just go back to writing the blog for myself like I did when I first made it.



I'm still here folks! A pirate's life for me - Arrrrrrr...

Well, I love you all, either way, but shout me out a "Yo Ho" if you're open to enjoying the extra cabin space.

Now, I'm missing you guys already, but that's okay : (

We Benjellies may be crazy, but I'm proud of my "Cabin Fever... Aaaaaaaa" (Haha, watch Muppet Treasure Island)!

Mwah to all, whether splashin' around or sailin' : D

~ Moosey ~

AHA! Something to cheer us up!

So YES! Guys, Benjelle isnt together! Cami and Benji are together! Tahir and Donyelle are together! And you know what. I dont even care! Seriously, its their life, they can do what they want. I am just a fan, drooling at any sight of Benji (AND TRAVIS') hot bod! :) :) And sooo, I know most of you arent taking this as well as I am. So here is something hialrious that I found on Jillie-Yo's myspace to cheer us up!


I loooove when its at like 2:52, omg! Ivan and I are exactly the same, I would just start cracking up so hard if I started singing that song all seriously! He really does look like hes twelve aww. (All the Allivan shippers are gonna kill me buut...) LONG LIVE APRIL AND IVAN!!!!!! Srry, Allivan fans. Im all about the Ivril!! :) :) But omg, he chased away the birds! BAHHA! And it was sooo funny when he starts rubbing on imaginary Allison's body and doing the dance as if she was there! BWHAH! And the random SYTYCD outburst was so funny too!!





HAHHAHAHAHA!


-Taylor :P

...

Well, this isnt so great. I just came back from fun and laughter and insane singing with my friend and sister at the park! Buuut when I come back, I see Benji's new blog. :(

Okay WARNING WARNING WARNING! If you tend not to read long boring rants please stay away from this post!! I repeat! Back up from this post if you dont like to read ranting. :) :)



Okie so, I agree with Kemi, (Mizz Glib) I am still Benjellin..just not as much as I used to be. Like when the show would come on every Wednesday and we would all rush to see what shippery thing Benjelle would do next, and run back to the computer and talk about it on the blog. Those were the good ol' days. Sadly we can never get those days back since the top 20 cant try out again :( I wont be as crazy as I normally am. Im just going to leave Benjelle alone. I think they are starting to take over my life and all of our lives. :D And so...I wont be on as much as usual. Maybe next year Ill be on everyday like I usually am. But for now, I have to take time to play in the park, go to the movies, catch up on homework and study for tests. I dont want to put Benji's new girl in any uncomfortable situations..even if she does look way too much like Lacey. lol! So I wont be as shippery....Benjellin...but not really shippin as hard as I used to be.

ACKK! I told you guys this was a rant! So eek! BENJELLE FAMILIA FOREVER! ITS DA ROC! Ill always be everyone's lil cousin in La Benjelle Familia! And in Benjelle Family! :) Wubb you guys...even if Benjelle doesnt wubb each other (well, not in that way) so yeah..:(

Im sad now that Benji seems to be really falling for this Cami girl, and Donny dooesnt look like she will be leving Ty Ty Chinese food anytime soon! :) Well, I think the only way she will dump Ty is to date Dmitry! haha! And feel on his manly abs all day :) :) :) "D-MAAAAHHH" When ever Benjelle screams someone's name they always end it in "AHH" .....*Benji picks Donny's name out of the hat* "DONYAHHHHH!" ..see what I mean :)

Okay, now Im off topic, I hate when that happens! So yes!! Im still Benjellin. Just not as hard core. Ill prolly stop writing my signature overly dramatic fan fiction! haha! At least for now :) I wont be on as much. I prolly wont be rockin Benjelle on my myspace as hard as I usually do! Soooo...LOVE LUST AND MAGICAL BENJELLE DUST! ITS DA ROC!!.. okay srry lust isnt really something that good and Benji-like buuut, it rhymes with dust. What was I supposed to do?? :)


-Taylor :P

*cries*

The moment we've all been dreading................

Wednesday, October 18, 2006


updates for the week!!!
Current mood: chipper

Howdy Doody Everybody!!!!!

Ewww doggy there are some things i have to update on! I hope everyone reading this is in good health. I will adress EvERything needed to be known right now.

The BENJELLE FIASCO:
Hahahahah Dony and I are amazing friends...we will be posting a video tonight of a mock talk show we filmed last night adressing silly rumors. We have never been an item although we care very much for eachother and many people have manically fantasized us getting married, etc. We never faked anything on stage. We have an amazing chemistry with one another and we sincerly are concerned for eachothers welfare. LOVE, in the sense explained is what you see. We as well as everyone from the cast are doing great and ALL of us had a blast at Ivan and Nat's Toga party. We all were there!!! And no, I was not drinking, I can be THAT crazy without the aid of a controlled substance lol...drugs and alcohol are bad.

GIRLFRIEND Situation:
"In a relationship" status up. Isn't that clear enough? LOL...does that mean Im married? NO
Note even, but I have an amazing girlfriend and we are barely just getting to know one another. Please don't touch on this in terms of rumors...i know it'll happen...but take it to the source...Ive never lied to my fans nor will I ever but some things are for my private life only...this is one of them. Cami and I are doing great and I miss HER SO MUCH RIGHT NOW IM ITCHING!!! hahahahah

My health:

I have a severly sprained hand. Sadly, it hurts bad but Im living through it and you wouldn't tell im injured at all by seeing it on stage(or so ive been told). Its getting slowly better though sorry i can't sign autographs and it hurts me to turn people down. Get out those camaras instead folks. My dislocated rib is feeling better as well as my fractured foot...kinda. lol

My Happiness:

God is good and Im loving life right now!!! Tour is on its last lap and its getting progressively better. I love my family and miss them and my weiner dog Patty. Im actually not dreding the future so much...who knows whatll happen but Im grateful for this amazing experience!!! I love the fans. (although, haha, some people need to take some cold showers with all the Benjelle stuff.) Im not some crazy model gu nor do I have it all in the physical, but its okay. I hope people can realize that they are great in the eyes of diety as well as many others. High school times can be tuff as well as peer pressure but I hope people will stick to their roots..and watch themselves grow.

Love ya'll!!! Thanks for the incredible shirts and signs and cheers and gifts given during this tour...you guys are amazing.

DEMAND shirts waiting to be delieverd to those that donate to demand. Check www.benjischwimmer.org/demand for more details

BENJSTER out!



Yes, I know he didn't exactly say that there's nothing there, but he came pretty darn close... And she's #6 on his top friends, which doesn't NECCESSARILY mean much by itself, but with all the other stuff...

My god I need chocolate...

~ Severely Depressed Moosey : ( ~

Aww!

OMG! This is so cute! And Lacey singing "Heyoh" had me rolling on the floor! Awwsickles!! Lacey's cheddar face is just the cah-utest! Omg, when Benji made that face and out of nowhere and he jumps at that camera! AHH! Congratulations Benji Schwimmer, you just made my heart beat increase by a million! That scared me half to death! HAHAHAH!

Posted By:Lacey the Euro Mut

Get this video and more at MySpace.com

Posted By:Benji Schwimmer

Get this video and more at MySpace.com



Aww! They are the cutest!! These videos came just in time to cheer me up (This and shirtless Travis of course!!!) since Donyelle is now number 6 on Benji's friend list!! O_O :'( *cries* *sob *sniffle* *sees shirtless Travis* *grins* HA!

-Taylor :P

Even more pics!!

Ohweee, this toga patry looks like it was way too much fun!! :)




...wow




haha! :)


Ill go stalk myspaces and see if I can find more toga pics! I want a Benjelle toga pic please!!! SQUEE!


-Tay :P